Farewell .

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ~
Sayonara friends .

I finally quit my job at fun fair , boulevard .
Even though i can confirm that i`ll miss those times ( the times when they give us salary :D :D *blinky eyes* )
Yesh . Shuang lah . 6 hours a day then get rm50 .

Who don`t want right ?
Aiyoooo ! Too bad i`m going back to school soon , for form6
But this time , different school . Green Road .
Hoping that i could meet more NICE friends who treat people sincerely that type .

Just now , i shook hands with boss , Ah Bee , after getting my money .
He patted my head , telling me that i`m a good girl , don`t accept anyone who seems to looks like playboy or else i would get played again .
And try to find a guy who is older than me around 4 or 5 years above .
So that , they could take care of me and can already think maturely .


LOL ! Sounds so like my papa . Hmph . My own dad ah , doesn`t even treat me like that .

He wished me successful in life and can find a good partner , not like him , divorced .
Felt kinda sorry for him though , he`s a very nice guy + husband + daddy .
I`ve heard that he never let his wife or daughter touch anything dirty before , example when eating prawns .
He , himself help his wife to pill off the prawns .
Shopping ? He gave his wife any / as much as she wants to use to shop or travel .
Never let his wife take heavy things too .

Sweet neh ? He may looked fierce and like a gangster .
But this type of guy ah , so hard to find already lor .
Too bad he`s old liao xD
No no no no . I`m not thinking of anything .

As for Jacquelyn , Dylan , Michelle , Evelyn , Beatrice them . Byesssss ! Gonna miss them too .
Why i talk as if i`m leaving this world ah neh ? Hahaha !
Will ask them out if we`re all free next time .

I`ll concentrate in studies starting the beginning of form6 .
FIGHTING !
OHHH ! If i pass my interview for the cabin crew . I`ll not go for form6 xD
FIGHTTTT ! ! !

冒冷汗 -.-''

我看我写华文比较好啦
我怕那个某人看到我的blog我就死定了

他信息了我 ， 问我有没有写blog 。
真的是要把我吓死去吧 ? ! ? !
如果看到了我的blog不是死翘翘咯 ? -.-''

随便咯
当我发神经就是了咯

BTWWWWWWWW ! !
有一个刚认识的朋友 ， 告诉我说下个星期有cabin crew`s interview ><
可是我还没有做好什么准备
死了咯 ><
怎么办 ? ? ? ?

i wish to fly .

认识我的人 ， 都会知道我很喜欢 ， 疼我的哥哥的

他本来要当pilot的
就是这样我才想要做空姐
和他一起上班

可是 ，他现在有别的工作了
所以是不可能的

Should i go for the interview ?
What if i fail ?
The guy said he`ll help me out though .
Aiyaaaaa ! I`ll give it a try !

孙燕姿-我也很想他

那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化 我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎 我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了 一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他
我也很想他 我们都一样 在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他 是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方 我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
还记得 那年我们曾许下的愿望
星星骗了我们 我们却因此上了一课 成长必修的学分
我们都一样

Sot zabor

我做梦我看见在他的facebook里写下我名字
然后很多人like

真的有写
但是被他自己removed了
他应该是怕有人问他是谁才洗掉的吧 ？

我很会发梦
而且是关于他的
像一个变态婆这样 -.-''


一直想他有没有对我有一点点感觉
不然为什么对我这么好 ？
还是也是对别的朋友也是这样 ？

算了



btw


wo shou shang leeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Giap tiok till the blood inside clot ki ah . ouchhhh xD

发烧到疯了

最近忙碌点 ， 没有时间开电脑
因为今天伤风了所以早起床了

我病了
发烧
可能因为这样我回想了很多东西吧 ？


看见朋友的照片时 ，我突然感觉到我的脾气和性格真的很不好
怪不得一个两个再也不理我了
也就因为这样 ， 让我找不到我真正好友吗 ？

我真的需要改改一下自己
从今起 ，对人好一点
别再像以前这样失去朋友了

其实 ，看不出吧 ？我还蛮害怕寂寞
害怕失去一切
尤其是我很疼爱的人
所以和Angeline她们吵架时 ，都一直那边哭的

我脾气虽然很不好
一下就生气 ， 但是我真的很疼朋友的
怎么没人看得明白 ？

报应吗 ？可能吧 。

Happy and excited :3

Photoshooting ! ? Yes ! Ah How told me that his friend wanted to find a model for the photoshooting .
I was like OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ! I WANT I WANT I WANT !

Cause saw many teenagers in fb posted those photoshooting`s photos and plus its free what xD

If lah . He asked me to choose a theme for the photoshooting ah ?
I think i`ll ask him to try to wait till its rainy days then shoot
Dont you think it`ll look cool ? I mean not many people take pictures under the rain xD

OMG SO COOL EHHH ~ But leh ? The camera spoil lor later tiok the rain water . Haha .

Arbo ? Take photo at some gardens ? HMMMMM ! GARDENS ! AND FLOWERS ! Waaaaa !
So sui eh ! xD I think im crazy liao . Too excited of it .

Not so sure whether if the photographer wants me as model or not yet leh .
I asked Ah How , he said YES if i want .
Then confirm liao lor . Wait for him to arrange the time .

Dont know what to wear ah ! I think i want to buy some clothes or shoes liao .
Nge nge spend money on clothes like im having my own chinese new year . Hahaha !

Maybe some photoshooting like these ? Not bad right ? I think it`s nice .

Am i too emo ? LOL ! o.o

Erm , What about this ? HAHAHAHA ! SEH KIA chin ah me -.-''

Bek Cek -.-

Everything will be written randomly today . So not in the mood . SOOOO NOT IN THE MOOD CHIN AH ! 

It`s like this , i`ve heard quite many things from friends saying that Ah Bii girl and the fat woman is somehow double faced people and they told boss something bad about us . 

The first stall , the water stall . A guy with long hair also complained that , the fat woman always skipped work , went smoking or chit-chatting kepo there . Eventhough the stall doesnt have enough people , she still walked around as if there`s enough people working there or she`s the boss there .

She brought Ah Bii girl went shopping at spring mall AT WORK ! walau ? Jacquelyn and i have to move up and down to take k of the stall gok !

Then today the fatty scolded me by not taking care of the stall keep talking with others .

Ah Bii girl leh ? Wasnt she supposed to STAY AT HER STALL taking care of her BASKETBALL ? 

Maybe im not in the mood that time , after hearing what they say about those two women and then that fatty woman scolded me again . 

So pissed ah ! Bo xim chin .

Was playing darts at work . So damn pissed when heard that fatty woman said that to me . 

Nge nge throw ah ! ! This time i threw till so pretty ~

Like durian flower ~ and so i took the pic down . xD

So yeah , down there i took some of the pictures of the sky :]

What did you see in this picture ? I saw a dragon .

Went to Winner Court this morning to meet up with my friends . Bak gua friends xD

Took a few pictures with Amanda and Pei Chin .

But i only upload this . Cause the other 2 not nice :O

That mirror lasap 1 , make my pics ugly D:

Pollution !

Ideal Couples – Love & Happiness For Life

I’m sure that at least once in your life you have met an ideal couple, who everyone could see was very happy in being together and had passed the love test.

What can you do so that you and your partner will be among the happiest couples and pass the love test?
You have to care about learning many things about the person you love, even before getting involved with them.
Love and happiness in life are hard to find, and even harder to be kept for life. So, ideal couples who have passed the love test are in fact very rare.

What can you do in order to find the ideal person for you, or how can you judge the person you already love?

Love Test tip 1. You have to pay attention to their reactions. If they are selfish and they don’t care about the way you feel, this means that you have to think seriously if you really want to have an affair with them…
Love Test tip 2. There are 8 different psychological types that define everyone’s personality. You have to have an idea of how they match together to see if you and your partner really fit together.
Love Test tip 3. There are many dangers in a relationship that you must learn how to avoid.

These are your basic first steps. But there are many more…

Pay attention to everything about the other person. Carefully analyse their style, their answers, their behavior, everything you can.

You have to be very careful so that you don’t get involved with people that will only make you suffer!
If you want to be really happy in life, not only in love, as well as in all fields, you have to learn how to transform your own personality first of all, so that you’ll always be balanced and wise.

Besides that, you’ll know very well who the people that live around you are, since you’ll have information about everything in your own dreams.

Be intelligent and responsible, and you’ll certainly find true love and happiness in life, and they will not only last for life but will help other people believe in love and happiness thanks to your example, since you and the person you love will pass the love test and be an ideal couple admired by everyone!

Don’t Be Afraid To Show Your Love

Welcome to Love Test

If you are in love and you are afraid to take the love test and reveal your feelings, there’s a big chance that you may be too aggressive with the person you love, exactly because you are too afraid to reveal your weakness.

As a result, you are too cold with them and you don’t help them in any way. Your behavior with them is not normal behavior. If they were any other person, you would not be so rude. As a matter of fact, you would not be rude at all, but kind and gentle.
However, because you are trying to hide your weakness in front of this special person, you are an iceberg with them, completely indifferent to their problems and pain. You never help them and never show any sympathy.

You are always afraid that they may interpret any kindness as a sign of weakness and conclude that you are dying of love. You are afraid that they will destroy you completely if they tell you that they don’t want you.
Because you are so afraid, you are never kind and helpful with them as you would be if they were not so special to you. Because of your fear, you hurt them. You are aggressive, insensitive, distant, and selfish—in other words, the perfect monster. Of course you cannot inspire love…

How romantic! Instead of smiling and being kind, you are rude, cruel, and absurd.
Perhaps you imagine that “when you’re finally together” you’ll be able to make him or her forget this image completely. You imagine that “they will understand your weakness” and forgive you for your cruelty.

You may even try to test their reactions and provoke them with a lot of painful experiences, in order to see if they are going to abandon you or if they are going to find another flirt. If and if and if, until you’re sure you can reveal to them the most secret feeling in the universe: the love you feel for them.

However, you are not considering a possibility that you should consider from the beginning: perhaps they won’t wait to see the other, nicer side of your personality after seeing how cold and immature you are.

Of course, you have to also realize that there are a few intelligent people in this world who can understand the meaning of human reactions and who will discover your secret, only because you are being aggressive instead of kind and gentle, as you would be if you were not trying to hide your feelings.

My advice is this: if you cannot be normal, pretend you are normal on purpose. Do many normal things in a very normal way, even though you may feel horrible because you believe that you should not be so kind with that special person, since it is obvious that they are going to understand that you desperately love them and that they can kill you with their rejection.

Pretend that they are not this special person, but somebody else not so important.
This is the only way to avoid the neurosis that will certainly dominate you if you insist on being cruel and distant, simply because you want to hide your feelings from the person you love.

Baby , i`m in love

My heart , suddenly became warm a little bit
Seems melted when you come to me and then secretly you filled my heart

From the day i started thinking of you , i realize you`re already in my heart
Maybe you`re the one
Maybe , perhaps
Perhaps , you
I`m waiting
Maybe it is true

At first i didn't know i would be like that i would be thinking of you , i would be loving you
Your heart too , please be same with my heart like this



Baby I'm in love with you <3 :3
So in love with you .

:O

Saw many people at boulevard today .
Juniors , friends , cousins even my brother`s gf , Sonia`s brother . Haha !

Nothing much today .
Ohh ~ My tauke scared me by catching my leg today while im in the stall xD
Then asked me got tiok bit by dog or not ? Hahaha lameee !

Didn`t find "dup dup" today .
I was playing darts with Ah Yen and the others at the stall beside me .
Play till my face turned red and Dylan laughed at me . O.o
Keep saying that my face red red red bah . .

I bought Vitagen ah . I learned 高惠美 , from the drama Dream High how she drink the vitagen xD

Erm while working i texted Amanda , wanted to tell her something about him .
But then i changed my mind after that .
I scare that she might split out by accident then i`m dead .

Erm . . Don`t know why when i mentioned about him , i felt like my heart jumps super fast LOL !
Kewl . Dup dup dup dup bup bup chup chup xD
Sounds like disco ? Hmmmmmmmm . ..

Sien ah , stop here bah . Nothing else to write .

Shin Chan

 Die Shin Chan dieeeee ~

 Pinch Shin Chan =b

 Jacquelyn eating Ice-cream

 HAHAHA ! Beatrice and her sister on the left .

Errm , did i look into the camera ? LOL ! 

xD

Sometimes , in another life .

我突然有影响 ， 我在New Zealand时 ， 认识了一个小男生 。
他和我同岁的 。
我们一起玩 ， 一起吃 ， 一起唱 ， 一起跑的

有点想找他 。但是忘记了他的名字
如果那时候有手提电话好用的话 ， 那该多好啊
可能我们会成为好朋友呢 ？

忘记他的脸 ， 他的名 ，一切都忘记了
但是还记得有这个人的存在 =]

不懂他还记不记得我吗呢 ？
难道缘分就只到那时就完了吗 ？

照片也不见了 T-T

但是 ， 我相信会再遇回他的 =]

对了 ~ 分享一下
昨晚 ， 我又没办法控制自己还是找了他
说了有点怪的东西 ， 我觉得自从我信息错给他那天之后 ，他大概知道我喜欢他了吧 ？
做么还要继续找我呢？ 不可能要等我去追他吧 ？
我追过一次了，　通常女生追男生都不会好的啦
男生都不会珍惜的

反正他现在要开始做攻了，　我还是别打扰他好了吧？
不想让他被我给烦住

尽量别找他就是了吧？
如果他真的想我的话，　他自动会找我的　＝］

You know i love you , i really do .

Bored .

Bored another day at work . I asked my friend , Michelle Teo to help me take this pic for fun xD
Don`t really remember since when i took this pic already . Hmm .

Yeaaaaaaaaah ~ Imagine how small is my hand already ? xD
Nah , not small . THIS IS WHAT WE CALLED MAGIC ! HAHAHAHAH !
I eat a lot though ~ Foodssss ! I love youu !

Pretty Sky =b

Don`t ask me why but i love taking sky`s picture . Natural . Pretty neh ? <3

 HEYYYY ! I threw this myself hor ? And yeah , i used up 1 whole bucket of darts xD

Taufu Hua , Sushi King and Mc D xb

Monday ! I asked tauke for a off day every week but he declined .
So what ? I still ended up not going to work on monday night . Hahahahaa ! Daring eh ? =b

Afternoon , I jio Ah Hun and Ah Bii out go shopping and eat taufu hua together .
It was Ah Hun`s idea actually .
I asked Ah Ying out too , at first she couldn`t go but then after i asked her mum , she comes along with us .
After we had our Taufu Huaaaa !
Bought 2 honey taufu hua for her and her mum too =]


So , here`s the taufu hua we had on that afternoon .

 Green Tea Taufu Huaa ~ I ordered this =b

Quite nice ~ Got the green tea smell . Hahaha ! Well of course lah , it`s already called Green Tea Taufu Hua .

 Ah Hun`s Pudding Taufu Hua . Not sure whether it`s pudding or not though .

Lastly , Ah Bii`s 6mix Taufu Hua . Yum yum ~

If i wasn`t mistaken it is called " Sze Hua Bak Kut Teh " .

When you stand in between " Chicking " and " Kaya & Toast " at Petanak , you`ll be able to see it . 

You can notice the Chinese name have the word " Johor " there too .

Since it`s the first time i went there with friends , i`m not really sure about the name .

But if you`re a Taufu Hua fan , you can go there try . Mmm Hmm ~

Ah Ying joined us after that , we went shopping , running here and there , laughing in car .

Quite fun actually xD

We have quite a hard time searching for JENNY`S BOUTIQUE . HAHAHA ! 

Turn here and there , use feelings as the direction to that boutique gok ! xD

Bought 3 clothes though . No pants . Hmmmmmm . . 

After that , i went to Spring`s Sushi King joining my sis and her friends .

YAY ! EAT SUSHI AHHHHHHH ! HO JIAKKKKK !

So erm , we didnt manage to put all the plates together and take a picture of it .

But we ate 43 plates of the sushis .

5 person hor ? 43 plates NIAAA !

Aiyo so lousy ah . . 1 person only eat around 8 and a half plates of the sushis hahahahahha !

Chang Wei , my sis`s friend arrived at Spring meeting us up later and then we ended talking at Mc D .

Eating ice-cream ~ Mmmmmm ~ I know , im tam jiak kuan xD

Have to find a guy who is similar to me , tamjiak + skinny gok . HAHA !

Jasmine , 茉莉花

I know not many people knows about my Christian name , because i only used it in tuition .

Haha . To have a christian name but not a christian is surely weird right ? xD
Well , my Auntie Tina from Australia , gave me this name when she saw me in the hospital .
She watched my mum gave birth to me and that`s when i have this name .

" Amen , I shall name this baby girl , Jasmine . "

I like it Jasmyne though . Hahaha ! Different spelling hmmm ~

She also gave my siblings Christian names too .
Shirley , George , Rebbecca and lastly mine .

Haha . I remember my friends always disturb me by calling me Jasmine Tea , Jasmine Rice and so on .

To tell the truth .
I don`t really like people calling me Jasmine .
I`m not sure why she gave me a flower`s name . Hmm .
For a hyper active girl like me doesn`t match a name like this .
Jasmine ? Should suits a girl who is more gentle , soft , lovable .
Unlike me , hmm . . I`m rough , clumsy , silly .
I feel ugly for myself and doesn`t really suit this name =/

But i once met a person , who said i have a beautiful heart , which makes me suits the name .
Aiyooo really touching you know ? Don`t know why every time i felt like crying when i heard people telling me this LOL !

And as for my Chinese name , 爱善
Its real . Not fake .
Many people thought that i`m using a fake name , asking me whats my real Chinese name or what lor . .

I heard that my Chinese name is supposed to be 爱尚 . That`s why it`s Ai ShanG , with the G .

My mum argued with dad saying it was ugly and ai shang sounds like " Love Pain " in mandarin .
And so , they asked a Monk to helped me think of a name .

Cool huh ? 爱善爱善 ~ Love kind love kind ?
Maybe i`m a bad person in the past , and God wants me to change and be good this time .
Helping people out , be good to them .
So , i was given a name like this ?  xb

I felt so special . Haha .

Hmm . . Nothing much lah . Just wanna share it here =]
Booooo ~

I was listening to this in youtube when i was writing this blog .
SERIOUSLY ! I feel like crying after hearing this LOLLLLLLL !
I knowww ! I`m weak -.-''

他 =]

他告诉我说他很喜欢梁静茹 ~
我也开始听她的歌去了
他说听她的歌时很舒服
很想有一天把歌练好之后再唱给他听
当然也希望他会听到很舒服咯 xD

已经一天没找他了
朋友叫我试试看他有没有自动找我
哈哈 但是我自己都有一点不习惯

我跌进他的网里了 xD

无论是谁在等待谁也好
顺其自然吧 =]

我喜歡， 不我愛
作詞：嚴爵
作曲：嚴爵

我喜歡妳的眼 看著我的眼
我喜歡妳的臉 貼著我的臉

我喜歡妳的手 牽著我的手
我喜歡妳的口 吻著我的口
時間在改變 妳不要改變

因為我很愛妳 不想要妳放棄愛情
尤其這段得來不易
我愛妳 真的是很愛妳 所以想
就這樣繼續愛下去

時間在改變 妳不要改變

因為我很愛妳 不想要妳放棄愛情
轉載來自 

尤其這段得來不易
我愛妳 真的是很愛妳 所以想
就這樣繼續愛下去

因為我很愛妳 不想要妳放棄愛情
尤其這段得來不易
我愛妳 真的是很愛妳 所以想
就這樣繼續愛下去

因為我很愛妳 不想要妳放棄愛情
尤其這段得來不易
我愛妳 真的是很愛妳 所以想
就這樣繼續愛下去

If there`s a future , there will be a hope

I got this feeling deep inside me
It`s a miracle , a miracle that we met
I don`t believe that I`m alone
I know you have tried to tell me and now i finally see
You knew it all along
But now i`ve opened up my heart
I`m waiting for you to hold me in your arms



是不是夜太黑 让你看不见我 ?
明明就在你面前嘛
哈哈哈 ><
原来爱上了人也会会让人沉默

今天写的有点奇怪吧 ?
我也不懂自己在写些什么东西
我只知道自己真的爱上了他
也许这不是开玩笑的爱了
确定了

I`ll do everything and everything for you :D
无可取代的你 ， 快把我的心打开装满你的爱 ~

Bee bee Buu buu Ee oh Ee oh

Maybe because i have 2 accounts and i listed "my twins" in facebook xD
That`s why some people even think that i really have twins ! HAHAAHAH ! Cant stop laughing lah aduhh ~

Hmm . . Wanna know about my love story ? xD
K lah say nia bah . .
My friend asked me to test him see whether if he got feel towards me or not .
But erm , testing bah lol .
I think it`s okay if he doesn`t have feel towards me . I`ll just continue to like him lor . I don`t really have the guts to tell him the truth also .
What if he rejects me ?
Girls shouldn`t really chase a guy . Cause mostly the guy will not appreciate the girl .
I don`t know if i should try ? Or just let it be ?
Wait and see what will happen in the future .

Aiyo . Stop here for now bah . Cause it`s time for me to get shower and get ready for work AGAIN .

Sobs . . Miss him <:3 Wonder if he misses me too 

Spring ! Againnnnn . .

HEY HEY ! Back to blog again . Hmmmmmmm . .
I don`t have time to on pc thats why i couldn`t update my blog .
What should i talk about ? Let`s see . .

Ohh ~ yeah . Went to spring whole day again with friends and kbox at night .
Saw many people there and even my ex`s friend -.-''
Oh well , had quite a lot of fun too ignore the past laa =b

Shopping with friends and sing k is the best part !
Taking weird pictures too in the fitting room xD
Miss those girls ! My classmates .
Watched angry birds with Farhani , a malay friend after the other girls went back home .
So cute ehhh ! I even took a pic of a hornbill for . . hahaahaha ! yeahhhh ~

Too bad when we`re singing k i didnt take any photos of them . hmm . Cause my phone no flash mah !
Lousy yet pretty phone . HAHAHAHHA !
But i took some with the friends in the fitting room xD
The other 2 girls don`t know where they went already .

 Look at them ~ How cuteeee :D

I got vain pictures to share too xD
Tadaaa ~ Non-edited version .

 

This is before going out , but i took off the necklace after that . Too rock already xD

Blekkkkkks . Trying to act like some kind of Jrockers . HAHAHAHA xb

My current profile picture in facebook . Hmm . . Not same hor ? Cause i edited the one in facebook mah . Fun what . LOL !

La la Loveee :3

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him , it`s when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry .”

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

HAHA ! Feeling vain lately again , hmm . Why ? Was it because of him ? I wanted to look good and become mature ? Change myself which includes my looks and manners ? I don`t know xD

Have been taking quite a lots of random silly blah pictures . Hahaha ! I didn`t upload them though . 

Cause i really look silly and weird LOL ! I wonder what will he say if he sees all those pictures .

Lovesick xD

Love , love , love and love and it`s all about him <3

Bang on him . Just him .

I`m not supposed to love you , i`m not supposed to care , i`m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there , i`m not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do , i`m sorry i can`t help myself , i`m in love with you .