保養！

買了這兩盒東西。。
一個是瘦肚子
一個是瘦腿

剛開始用不到3天。
不懂效果會好嗎
這牌子很出名的哦！
是香港明星代言的
忘記是睡了 XD

明天要去運動會。。
比賽賽跑
希望一切順順利利！ 加油

你快樂嗎？

隨著日子慢慢地過。。我真的不想長大。
越大就得懂得更多事。
很累。。不懂爲什麽
沒人可靠。。沒人可訴苦
我的日子沒你想像的好。

工作很忙，功課也多。
沒時間出去散散心情
想花錢，想唱歌，想喝酒，想家，想要人疼。

媽媽去了美麗差不多有好幾天了。
沒和他skype
有點想你啊媽

我看那個陳緣每天都沒煩惱的，真好
她喜歡suan人。suan人讓她很快樂
要不然就罵人，得罪人都不知道

唉。。哭了。。但是陳緣還是那邊看著戲那邊大笑。。
沒關係啦。。。哭了后就會舒服。。

我突然覺得長大的期間很辛苦
聖上，請保佑我
讓快樂地長大
直到最後

朋友染頭髮·

今天朋友都去染頭髮
我沒跟去。。因為工錢還沒出 XD
他們染出來的效果除了看到紅以外，其他顏色如紫根本看不到。
陳緣心情超差的
一直那邊complain
我本來還想去她那間的
聽了還是算了吧
去比較貴的一間染
開心就好 XD
錢不是問題

生日快樂我對自己說

真的還有人會幫我慶祝。。
我下午哭過了所以他們給了我驚喜后我都沒感覺去。。
哭不出來。。
知道她們送我什麽嗎？
小白兔！！
蛋糕也是白兔的。。
因為本身的牙齒長得有點像白兔。。所以自己的trademark也變白兔去了。。
照片等我下次再po上來好了。

白兔的名字啊。。
想了想。。
最後給了他名叫jūichigatsu 

意思是11月。。因為在11月見到他所以取名成11月 XD
我之前養的狗狗叫Sangatsu。。三月。。

它剛離開自己的家來到這裡應該很不習慣吧。。
我會好好對待它的 :)

說真的
我還真怕沒人記得我生日。。
真感謝上帝，聖上帶給我的快樂。。

就這樣吧。。
明天要上課去。。
要早點睡。。
晚安！
開心！

常被遺忘的

生日就在明天。。但只有一兩個人記得。。
我是一個常被遺忘的人。害怕孤獨。。所以差不多要到生日時我會悄悄地告訴別人，讓他們知道我生日快到了。
不是要他們買什麽禮物給我，只是希望有人會陪我慶祝。
一年一次的生日，很難得的。
雖然其實最重要的是應該感謝媽媽把我給生下來，但是連媽媽都不在我身邊。

我還蠻羡慕一些長得漂亮的女生。
擁有很多朋友，會陪她慶祝。
就算長得不美，至少會說話，很多話題聊的那一種。
討人喜歡。
但是我不是。兩個都不是。

說話直接，容易傷害到別人。
長得沒什麼美，普遍。
性格會忽冷忽熱的。
讓人無法理解自己。

最近愛上了這首歌
A-Lin 的等你

Work

Hmmmmph ! Work OT today ahh . From morning to night .
I couldnt find any better jobs than 女兒紅 dy .
So tiring have to wake up at 6 early in the morning to get ready .
Sit in the bus for around 45 mins makes my head dizzy .

Wendy and I woke up late in the morning , after getting ready , all of us including Yii Yin and the others waited downstairs at the dormitory`s front door . But then one of us hasnt come down yet . Brenny is still in her room sleeping ! Ahh !

Yi Ting rushed up to wake her and we had to call the taxi after that .
Waited for some time to get another taxi cause we have around 8 ppl here .
Luckily we reach there earlier than we thought .

Morning was tiring . I had to paired up with a guy who worked longer than me but then he was a bit of blurry type . Doesnt know what to do next .
So i ended up ordering him helping me to do this and that . geeez

Night was better than morning and i`m so glad i paired up with a guy i knew named 偉杰 (not sure how to write his name)
He taught me lots of things on the 2nd day and paired up again on the 4th day
Look at the photo below , he even tapao cakes for me xD

It was so delicious ! Thanks GG ! 

Hope to get paired up with u again :b

However , im thinking of quitting this job soon . Probably in the Dec .
This job is so tiring ! I cant even stand the heavy plates and bowls .
Im too fragile :( I would break my bones if i continue to work xD

Ailee – I Will Show You

You’re probably wearing the clothes I bought you
You probably put on the cologne I bought you
And right now, you’re probably meeting her and laughing

Did you like her that much that you had to leave me?
How much more do I have to be better?

No matter how much I try to erase you
We spent so many days together
The past times are so regrettable that tears keep flowing but…

I will show you a completed changed me
I will show you a way prettier me
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure
A me who is happier than you
I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down
Boy you gotta be aware

I neatly change my hairstyle and carefully apply my makeup
With my high heels and short skirt, everyone turns to look at me

If I ever run into you, I will give a dazzling smile
Pass by your surprised face and click clack go on my way

I will show you a completed changed me
I will show you a way prettier me
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure
A me who is happier than you
I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down
Boy you gotta be aware

I will throw away the ring you gave me
I will erase the letters you wrote me
Without lingering attachment, without regret, I’ll forget you
I wanna forget you, I wanna erase you

I will show you a completed changed me
I will show you a way prettier me
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure
A me who is happier than you
I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down
Boy you gotta be aware

One day i`ll show it to you too :)

該回還是走？

朋友最近都討論，如果考完了C&G證照以後要不要就這樣離開台灣。。

很多都說在這裡浪費時間應該節省時間回去打工之類的。。

我有點不太想回家。

但是又不想呆在這繼續下去。。我的目標不是調製學之類的

是能夠好好打扮自己回去罷了。。

不知道回去了也應該怎麼辦好。
是否應該繼續讀書也是呢？
還是打工了？

我還沒做好心理準備。

很紧张。。
將來屬於我的未來會是怎樣的？

Halloween Night .

啊！！！！！！快瘋了！！
想到halloween party在大學附近就快瘋了！
昨天很早就起身。。因為是halloween day
第一次參加這樣的party很興奮
準備化妝。
我化了zombie妝！
蠻不錯的。。但是眼睛部份應該多加顏色。。
拍照效果出來很不好看
傷心。。



還有還有
自己被dj們拉上去還跳了gangnam style
我真的是無言。。。。
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
好丟臉！！
是不是喝了太多酒變瘋了呢？
啊！！！！
有一位學長還說看到她們女生跳到這樣真的很像雞
我本身很好玩。。可能也被他們看到這樣。。哇老。。
很丟臉咯！！
還好沒脫衣服 -,-

Im Back XD

又回到這個老地方。。部落格。。你應該很想念我吧？
我回來的目的是想發洩發洩。。
不想和任何人說什麽心事或秘密
所以回來寫一寫東西放在這裡藏。。
或許未來長大成熟的我會回來再看看自己寫的東西。。哈哈！應該也蠻有趣的吧？




10月22日2012年了。。

不知不覺時間還過得真快。。
想回以前。。我還真的很單純吶
有時候想回去真的很後悔。。爲什麽會這樣。。
不管是朋友或前男友都好。。
我有點慚愧，對我自己的行動以及當時的想法
真的很幼稚！

現在總算比較成熟點了吧？
雖然表面上的我，看起來傻傻笨笨像個小孩子什麽都不懂
但是其實，我真的每晚都會想自己做得好不好，這樣對嗎，這樣子朋友會不會受傷等的。。

這兩天突然變得很沉默
也不懂為何會這樣

前兩天我到逢甲去算命的。。
超級准的！
她說，我在9月份有人追，我知道是誰，她們都說是廚藝班最帥的那一位，但是他很幼稚，所以就不理他了。。你死心去吧！！ XD
後來又說十月十一月內會有人追
天啊！我的桃花運真的那麼號碼？哈哈！！
希望不是廚藝班學長或廚藝班的人。。
感覺怪怪的 O.o
她還說。。這個會追我的。。來得很快。。會衝向我來。。
說他不是一個甜言蜜語的人，但是會擔心我的
挺穩重的
我真好奇他是誰
會看上了我？
接著，算命老師對我說，我有一個power。就是有一個非常強的第六感。
發生事情之前，我就已經知道了
但是這個力量我自己藏起來。如果找回了它會對未來很有幫助的
其實蠻準確的啦。。我真的能夠感覺得到。。
但我不懂我自己把它給藏起來 ><
我也不要的啊！
老師最後說了一句讓我相信她的能力。。
她竟然知道我心裡還藏著另一個他。。
我的前男友
坦白的說。我也不懂爲什麽那麼難忘記
明明就在一起不久啊
因為他，別的男生我都看不下，送到我嘴巴了我都不會想要。

天啊！這個算命大師也太準確了吧？？
我還對朋友說。。
如果有了男友或什麽的。。一定要來問問看 XD
至少她可以說出自己在想些什麽。。因為有時候。。
自己在想些什麽自己都不知道。

心情好多了。。
也晚了。。
就這樣吧。
等有空再佈置佈置一下blog <3

lols . am broke . so poor till i had to buy buns and noodles cup to eat .
just lunch . no dinner no supper .
im down lately
nt enough time to write blog either
feel like crying and telling people my problems but i do not know who to tell
so i`ll just write something here to calm myself

taiwan ? i like it here
but finance problems .
i wonder how`s my family .
miss mum alot
havent call or contact her for 1 week plus already

its cold here
fun with lots of friends
and lonely at times

tats all
i`m strong . no worries :)

Hi blog , how are you ?
Sorry , didnt update you for quite awhile .
Getting lazier by day .
But ya know , i`m going to create a new blog , i`ll throw all my taiwan lifestyle and all my emotions in there :)
Stay tune !


Happy belated Valentines day everyone .
Shocking to have "someone" sent me valentines present .
Wahaha !
Just like last year !
While i was dating with my ex , an anonymous guy put 3red roses in front of my house .
And when i reached home , he texted me saying that the flowers are for me xD XD

I`m such a lucky girl am i ? Wahaha

Thanks btw . Thanks alot alot for buying me a pink rose and a heart shaped necklace .
I`ll be wearing it to Taiwan :)


So erm . .

For those who have texted me lately wont get my replies unless if he/she have something important to tell me .
Yeah , just 12/13 days left here for me to spend my days with friends and family .
I kinda feel like staying at home with my mum and sister .
Its not that i`m hao lien or what doesnt want to hiu ppl lar .

You see ?
The more i spend my times here with friends , the more reluctant for me to leave kuching .
And i dont wanna cry there in airport oh !

I got my dreams , target , aims . .
I know what i`m doing .
Since this is the path i`m choosing . There`ll be no way of turning back .

One way , one path , one bright future i`m heading ahead .


That`s all for today .
I promised to create a new blog for myself after i get there , and of course . Using my new lappy to create :b
Hopefully no more sad pathetic things will happen on me there .
Cheers .

Yeepee ! Final day of work :D

Today`s the final day of work . So glad that it has finished -,-''
Andrea and i windowed shopping whole day , but still we get to sell around 50+ of boxes out .
Weeee ! Omgosh ! Count the money that both we have earned :D :D
1.5k+ in just 2 weeks time .
Cool not ?

So yeah , since work has ended already , i have to think of something else to do besides hanging out with friends .
Adrian just left M`sia this noon.
And Ying just came back from kl .
Wth !
Why timing not zhun ?
So sad arh . 3 besties cant gather together .

Well never mind :)
I still get to meet them before i leave .

I love them with all my heart <3 <3

Weee !

Too happy lately , not sure what`s the problem .
Maybe i`m leaving soon , thats why i`m happy .

Nothing much to share around here .
So , buh-bye :D

Feeling Great :)

Sorry i havent been playing computer for quite awhile .
Lazy blog also .
Busying working lately , earning money to go Taiwan :D
I needa buy a camera >:)
Taking good pictures while im there having fun and studying .

I`m sick btw .
Fever , flu , sorethroat .
Sneezes a lot of times ah !

Hmm . Life`s great actually :)
I have grown in these few weeks xD
Why ?
Cause i have learned to let go of many things .

Oh come on ! It`s 2012 year already !
The end of the world !
What if its true ?
Gotta treat everyone nice and warm .

Let go of the past , and let the future decides .

I have made many new good friends lately :D
And even found some people who are going Taiwan with me .
This is so awesome !
They are both great !
Friendly and cute .
Hope the one who is going to the same Uni as i am , will become my best friend :D

I`m strong ! And i will go on just like this :)
Good night bloggy <3