I prayed so hard , wanting him to call me before 10pm .
If he doesn`t call , i`ll just sleep .
But he did .
I`m soooooooooooooooooooooo hella happy !
He asked me out :D
His friends went to somewhere else .
Just the both of us , alone in car chit-chatting .
He told me that , he just received call from mum .
Telling him that his grandmother fell and is now in GH .
General Hospital .
I hate that hospital !
I remember it . The faces of the doctors laughing and humming songs after giving vaz CPR and so on .
They walked out with a smiling face lol zzz
Why can`t they do their job seriously ?
Life is short .
We won`t know what happened next in life .
His mum is crying now for sure , i know how it feels :/
But since the granny is around 80+
I supposed they already knew it`s the time to go .
I hope everything`s will be fine over there .
God Bless Charles`s family :]
Wednesday, 31 August 2011
Tuesday, 30 August 2011
31st August . His Birthday .
He asked me out last night , asking me whether if i want to join them , celebrating his birthday together .
I`m so happy till i can`t sleep !
Today , in the morning , he told me that he is going to celebrate with ex classmates and tomorrow will be celebrating with me .
I told him that i was "fine" .
Women`s language , means "i`m not" .
Lol . Never mind . It`s better if he doesn`t know about it .
He doesn`t have to worry too much and feels annoying .
But you know ?
I thought this would be a good chance for me to meet up with his friends , celebrating altogether .
But it ends up in a different way .
I don`t like it seriously .
I never care about a person and think of him whole day like now before .
He may not know , but i`m even excited and i look forward to his birthday more than he could ever think .
Cause i`ve never celebrated birthday with any of my Ex before .
So yeah , kinda disappointed .
Very disappointed .
Why can`t he ask his friends to bring me along ?
Since their friends are picking him up ?
I bet not many of his friends know about the both of us .
Very very very very very disappointed .
So hurt .
I feel so sad . I cried when i saw what he wrote for me .
Thanks Ji Mui for accompany me T-T
Mum saw me crying in room , asking me what happened .
I guess she know also lah .
She asked me to tell him how i feel , if i`m upset or what .
Don`t keep things inside .
Let him know how upset i am .
I wanted to .
I`ve tried to talk about i`m jealous of his friends before .
He told me that he doesn`t want to hear anything about this .
To avoid making the both of us quarrel , i zipped my mouth up .
My tears keep flowing out , i can`t even stop them .
He`s acting weird after i talked to him about i`m jealous .
No more "baby baby , i love you , i miss you" all those .
I missed those words .
I hope i won`t cry in front of him if i saw him by tomorrow .
Just give him the stupid lousy box full of "love" thingy and yeah i`m done .
No cakes , no other thing .
I planned to buy a cake for him , white chocolate .
His favorite .
Just a slice though T.T
With a lighted candle on top of that cake , bringing it out , holding the present .
Go in his car , sing a happy birthday song to him .
Then go to his party that his friends made for him .
I`m poor and i used up almost all my money for that ugly present for him .
I`m broke now , but it`s going to be worth .
If ONLY he like it .
I mean , i thought birthday is supposed to celebrate together with their LOVES one .
It`s a special day ! Special time .
But today i`m staying at home crying , not with my special ones .
Alone . Waiting for him .
Please be happy today .
I`m so happy till i can`t sleep !
Today , in the morning , he told me that he is going to celebrate with ex classmates and tomorrow will be celebrating with me .
I told him that i was "fine" .
Women`s language , means "i`m not" .
Lol . Never mind . It`s better if he doesn`t know about it .
He doesn`t have to worry too much and feels annoying .
But you know ?
I thought this would be a good chance for me to meet up with his friends , celebrating altogether .
But it ends up in a different way .
I don`t like it seriously .
I never care about a person and think of him whole day like now before .
He may not know , but i`m even excited and i look forward to his birthday more than he could ever think .
Cause i`ve never celebrated birthday with any of my Ex before .
So yeah , kinda disappointed .
Very disappointed .
Why can`t he ask his friends to bring me along ?
Since their friends are picking him up ?
I bet not many of his friends know about the both of us .
Very very very very very disappointed .
So hurt .
I feel so sad . I cried when i saw what he wrote for me .
Thanks Ji Mui for accompany me T-T
Mum saw me crying in room , asking me what happened .
I guess she know also lah .
She asked me to tell him how i feel , if i`m upset or what .
Don`t keep things inside .
Let him know how upset i am .
I wanted to .
I`ve tried to talk about i`m jealous of his friends before .
He told me that he doesn`t want to hear anything about this .
To avoid making the both of us quarrel , i zipped my mouth up .
My tears keep flowing out , i can`t even stop them .
He`s acting weird after i talked to him about i`m jealous .
No more "baby baby , i love you , i miss you" all those .
I missed those words .
I hope i won`t cry in front of him if i saw him by tomorrow .
Just give him the stupid lousy box full of "love" thingy and yeah i`m done .
No cakes , no other thing .
I planned to buy a cake for him , white chocolate .
His favorite .
Just a slice though T.T
With a lighted candle on top of that cake , bringing it out , holding the present .
Go in his car , sing a happy birthday song to him .
Then go to his party that his friends made for him .
I`m poor and i used up almost all my money for that ugly present for him .
I`m broke now , but it`s going to be worth .
If ONLY he like it .
I mean , i thought birthday is supposed to celebrate together with their LOVES one .
It`s a special day ! Special time .
But today i`m staying at home crying , not with my special ones .
Alone . Waiting for him .
Please be happy today .
Lol , SWT he told me that his ex , first ex is going . No wonder don`t want to bring me .
Make me cry like siao zabor .
Awkward feeling huh ?
Yeah i know how it feels :]
WHY DONT YOU TELL ME EARLIER ! STUPID TOOTHPASTE ! >: /Happy Birthday To You ,
Happy Birthday To You ,
Happy Birthday To Charles , my love ones .
Happy Birthday To You . . . . Monday, 29 August 2011
Jealous ?
Who wont get jealous if your boyfriend`s or your girlfriend`s EX is still a very close friend to him/her ?
It`s normal right ?
Let me ask you guys something .
What`s the most powerful emotion in the world ?
That`s right , it`s JEALOUSY .
Most guys say girls are very difficult to understand , especially when they`re jealous .
What makes matters worse is that jealousy "comes in different shapes and come out for different reasons " ,
Which is also usually the main reason why couples quarrel .
To be honest here .
I think i`m jealous of my boyfriend`s ex .
They are like best friends in life .
Lives in the same condo , meet him more than i do .
Play , hangout , eat together with a group of friends .
Take pictures together , like so close .Whoa ? Puts her hand on his shoulder , standing close next to him .
Who doesn`t get jealous if you see the both of them like that right ?
It`s a normal feeling .
I`m having these insecurities .
His ex is close to mostly his buddies there in KL .
I don`t .
I know non of them . Just a few here in Kuching .
I wanted to talk to him about this before .
But every time when he asked me whether i`m jealous or not , i answered yeah a little , and he`ll reply me the "lame" word .
It seems like Toothpaste doesn`t want to talk about these issues and maybe he thinks i`m just jealous of his ex .
Or might be thinking something like ,
I shouldn`t feel that way because he`s with me now and his ex is only part of his past .
I also have EX bf that are friends to me .
But somehow i just know that i shouldn`t talk about them in front of him or stay too close to him .
Because i don`t want any of my EX to affect our relationship .
Am i really just a jealous person ?
Seriously , i`m not sure if he still finds him attractive .
I know it`s not his fault , i just dislike the way they are being close to each other .
I really hope that he could set some limits on them , like knowing friends are friends , girlfriend is girlfriend .
Ahhh ~
Toothpaste oh Toothpaste .
Why won`t you spend more time with me than with your friends ?
What about bringing me out along with you guys , making friends with your male friends , fitting in your world better ?
I happened to be crazy and gets angry easily is because of this too .
Yeah . Being jealous too much .
I want to replace your Ex , cause i`m your girlfriend now .
I do not want them to continue talking about the both of you together even if they KNEW we are ALREADY together .
Please , stop running and avoiding the problems we had .
Do talk to me about it to make the both of us feel better .
Argh ! ! ! ! ! ! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I`m such a crazy girl for writing all these stupid stuff !
CHILL GIRL ! YO ~
Okay okay .
Positive side , here goes .
I trusted him and i loved him :D
Everyone has a past , and every relationships will have to go through having some problems .
I`m going to be happy for myself and make him happy as well being in a relationship with me .
He`s a great guy that can attract any nice , friendly woman . ( Including his brother`s classmates ? Those girls are like so crazy about him . )LISTEN HERE !
I may be the new girl here , but he picked me over his ex !
I will maintain this relationship of ours , and i`ll stop that jealousy feeling !
I love myself ! Why should i compare myself to her ?
Confidence ! ! Positive ! ! Most of all , TRUST !
Love ya Toothpaste :]
Sunday, 28 August 2011
The Manslator
What`s a Manslator ?
> The woman language translator . Finally the power to understand what she means .
Ish ! Guys really need that !
Especially him , Toothpaste.
What did he give to me ? Make me almost crazy about him ?
Or is it i`m always like this ?
I`m giving him my heart and i`m really hoping that he`ll do the same .
Seriously , he is hurting me these days .
Calling me annoying , saying i make him feel annoyed .
I don`t even know if he still cares about me .
> The woman language translator . Finally the power to understand what she means .
Ish ! Guys really need that !
Especially him , Toothpaste.
What did he give to me ? Make me almost crazy about him ?
Or is it i`m always like this ?
I`m giving him my heart and i`m really hoping that he`ll do the same .
Seriously , he is hurting me these days .
Calling me annoying , saying i make him feel annoyed .
I don`t even know if he still cares about me .
Thursday, 25 August 2011
You have no idea how much i miss you .
I miss you when i`m alone at night , while you`re with your friends there studying , having fun , dinner , doing stuff all together .
I miss you when i`m alone in the morning , lying on bed , didn`t wish to get up to go through the same schedule everyday , thinking and day dreaming that i`ll be meeting you later for lunch/dinner or a movie .
I miss you when i`m alone in the afternoon , i online-ed the whole day just to wait for you to call or text me .
I miss you when i`m alone showering in the bathroom , hoping that everything`s fine over there and you`ll thinking of me too .
I miss you when i`m on bed , checking and reading back all the messages you wrote for me , crying for no reasons .
I want to be with you
| I want to be with you , but your millions of miles away . I wish you would call just to ask about my day . It would make things so much better if i could hear you voice , I guess i can't complain too much , after all this was my choice . I wish i could hold you in my arms and look into your eyes . I promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies . Its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side . My tears are the only thing i`ll ever try to hide . I lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face , They keep going until the hit my pillow case . I Miss You . |
Wednesday, 24 August 2011
Monday, 22 August 2011
七個問題測出你全部,超級準!
一、 现在有两颗鸡蛋,一颗是生的,另一颗是熟的,而现在有四个地方让你放鸡蛋,那请问你会将蛋放在哪里???(可以放在同一个地方,也可以放不同地方,但必须 记住"生"和"熟"分别放在哪里喔!)1.树上 2.水中 3.土中 4.口袋中
二、 在奇幻的世界中,长了一棵恐怖的树,因 为它有一个血盆大口,可以把人给吞下.你认为这棵树是利用什么方法来让人接近,进而捕食呢??1、用美妙的歌声使人心醉 2、模仿对方恋人的声音 3、散发迷人的树香4、利用飞翔在他周围的小鸟使者 5、什么都不做,只是静静等待好 奇的人走过来
三、 人吃饭的习惯是自小养成的,从其中也非常容易表现出一个人的性格.在使用刀叉时,您是如何切割、叉起的呢??1、从左端开始切,一块一块的 吃 2、从右端开始 切,一块一块的吃 3、把全部切成小块后,再一块一块的吃 4、从中央开始切,一块一块的吃 5、只切一小块吃 6、吃法经常改变
四、现在伸出你的双手 选出你最喜欢的一只手指 不分左右 只能选一只喔!1、拇指 2、食指 3、中指 4、无名指 5、小指
五、如果你戴著一顶" 红"色帽子,你会搭配什么色系的饰品??1、红色 2、灰色 3、蓝色 4、绿色 5、黄色 6、紫色 7、咖啡色 8、黑色
六、用你的直觉排出下面你最喜欢的物品的顺序... 1.山 2.海 3.花 4.火车
七、想一想当你肚子有点饿,又不会太饿.而 你手边又有一堆录影带、港剧时,你会拿下列哪一样食物来活动唇齿??1、糕点、饼干类 2、披萨 3、炸鸡、汉堡、薯条 4、牛肉面、饭类
————————————————— 华丽的分割线——————————————————————
一、对爱情的看法及态度 生的蛋表示婚前、熟的蛋表示婚后
树上——表示眼光高而且很会挑 水中——表示爱情观是一切随缘 土中——表示爱情观滥情✔ 口袋——表示爱情观很专一✔
二、你会为什么原因而撒谎?以及你所撒的谎究竟伤人有多深?
1、用美妙的歌声 使人心醉 会为了讨人喜欢而撒谎,若以日行一善的精神来看, 很多事情你应该都会给予添油加醋,当然这并不算什么恶意的谎言,但如果谎言逐渐扩大的话,就容易在众人面前丢脸,即时你没有说谎,有很多事情也会因为过份 的夸大而让对方有所误解,所以,你对于任何事情都要谨言慎行。
2、模仿 对方恋人的声音 会以认真的态度说谎,是个撒谎高手.当然,这谎言不管是善意与否,在还没被揭穿之前,是很少人会因此而受伤的,之所以如此说,是因为一旦这个谎言被识破 时,就会让人遭受很重的的打击,而这也是这类撒谎高手的特征,正因为你是这类型的人,所以大家对你的印象会有股深怕被出卖的感觉,而这种感觉会越来越强, 所以,为了自己,即时只有千分之一被识破的可能,也绝对不可以撒这个谎.
3、散发迷人的树香 你不会利用谎言去伤人,可称得上是诚实的人,开门见山的说,你是个不善于说谎的人,只要你想说谎就会被别人看穿,也因此,你的名誉不会受损,反而会有很多人认为你很这样很可爱.✔
4、 利用飞翔在他周围的小鸟使者 有撒谎时喜欢找代罪羔羊的倾向,为了使谎言变得有说明力,你是否常使用“因为某某人说...”或是“从某某人那里听来的....”等语句呢?如此以来,当 谎言被识破时,那个人的信用也跟着完蛋了,所以当你在编造谎言时,这个责任应该由你一个人来承担,如果把别人也卷入你的谎言中,那就太令人难堪了.
5、什么都不做,只是静静等待好奇的人走过来 属于绝不撒谎,忠厚老实的人.最痛恨的就是欺骗别人,也正因如此,即时对方不想听的事实,你也毫不隐瞒的全盘托出,结果通常是伤人很深,在必要时,你也要 机灵的学会撒谎.
三、测量你的性格
1、从左 端开始切,一块一块的吃 最普遍的情况,这种人非常重视形式,喜欢一般认为合理及正常的事,有一种强加自己的生活方式或思想向别人推销的倾向.若是觉得自己想的说的正确无误,就很 难再去听取他人的意见.✔
2、从右端开始切,一块一块的吃 性格比较温顺,也是较易为对方着想的那一类人.一般认为,此类的人较易和他人亲近而打成一片,即时心里有什么不愉悦之处,也不会表现于外,通常都能和谐相 处.
3、 把全部切成小块后,再一块一 块的吃 自己想要的东西无法立刻得手时,就会急躁不安的类型.想要做的事情,不管遭受到多少反对也会一意孤行.另外,这一型人喜欢照顾、安慰别人,当他人有烦恼时 不会置之不理,而会伸出援手.对于人的喜恶会明显的表示出来不加掩饰.
4、从中央开始切,一块一块的吃 属于才干型的人,常会因考虑其个人本位之种种而较自私自利。若有什么想做的事则会毫不犹豫地去做,是座而言不如起而行的那一型人.比较善于社交,广结人 缘.
5、只切一小块吃 是一个道地的现典主义者.能使生活和自我相互调和,并且有社交性,和谁都可以说上几句话并应对自如.工作能顺利完成,关键在于能与他人通加合作,
6、吃法经常改变 性情易变,所以经常会无法适应人群,在工作或私生活上也是如此,常因无法与他人合得来而造人误解.
四、了解自己对什么角色比较看重
1、拇指——父母 2、食指——兄弟姐妹 ✔ 3、中指——自己 4、无名指——情人 5、小指——小孩
五、测试你的EQ并代表你的心情
1、红色 你有非常积极进取的个性,充满活力、朝气与热情,你对人生满怀希望,期待自己迈向成功的人生,你永远不在乎挫折,跌倒了会再站起来拍拍灰尘往目标前进
2、灰色 你很重视自己份内的工作,从来不会把工作推给别人, 无论多么的辛苦也希望自己完成,你的品位及做人做事原则与众不同,不过有时缺乏周详的考虑。
3、蓝色 你是个典型的实行家,善于参与你喜爱的活动而且确实采取行动,执行能力强,但不善于发号施令,要小心因参加太多活动而忽略了生活品质,使自己所爱的人离去.
4、绿色 你喜欢享受新奇的事物,对朋友来说,充满情感的你常有热心过度的现象,帮助别人之时,常常给人有好管闲事的印象而惹人生气,喜欢享受大自然生活,适合旅行✔
5、黄色 你喜欢过富丽堂皇的生活,注重面子,讲究排场,由于你的努力上进,成功与胜利的祝贺经常萦绕耳边,你对人生充满期待,采取乐观进去的态度。做事有魄力,能 够独当一面,只是缺乏规划能力,应当多听听幕僚的意见
6、紫色 你喜欢充满刺激、具有挑战性的生活.懂得把握自己的机会表现魅力,生活美满且多姿多彩,因为你是热情又好奇的人
7、咖啡色 你是个重视名誉和尊严的人,习惯在平淡的生活中求取进步,对人非常宽厚,从来不在乎周遭的朋友有什么过失,你只是安分守己的过生活,是个平凡可靠的人.
8、黑色 你的思考条理分明,非常具理性,乐于为人服务.有许多理想和梦想没有实现.你现在想认真完成一些工作来弥补未完成的梦想,有认真工作接受命运安排的性格.
六、你选择另一半的考量顺序
山——健康 3 海——内涵 2 花——外表 1 火车——性 4
七、测出你个性的特点
1、糕点、饼干类 你的个性天真、活泼、恬淡,又容易相处,且性情温和,乐于助人,是个标准的乐天派.✔
2、披萨 你具有艺术家的自傲性格,叛逆味道极重.最好收敛点你的自以为是.
3、炸鸡、汉堡、薯条 你是个标准的现代人,你讨厌孤单、害怕寂寞,感情脆弱的可以,一般而言你缺乏冲劲,
4、牛肉面、饭类 你有些愤世嫉俗,所以你对于与他人之间的礼貌往来,及社交活动,都显得不耐烦和排斥.
二、 在奇幻的世界中,长了一棵恐怖的树,因 为它有一个血盆大口,可以把人给吞下.你认为这棵树是利用什么方法来让人接近,进而捕食呢??1、用美妙的歌声使人心醉 2、模仿对方恋人的声音 3、散发迷人的树香4、利用飞翔在他周围的小鸟使者 5、什么都不做,只是静静等待好 奇的人走过来
三、 人吃饭的习惯是自小养成的,从其中也非常容易表现出一个人的性格.在使用刀叉时,您是如何切割、叉起的呢??1、从左端开始切,一块一块的 吃 2、从右端开始 切,一块一块的吃 3、把全部切成小块后,再一块一块的吃 4、从中央开始切,一块一块的吃 5、只切一小块吃 6、吃法经常改变
四、现在伸出你的双手 选出你最喜欢的一只手指 不分左右 只能选一只喔!1、拇指 2、食指 3、中指 4、无名指 5、小指
五、如果你戴著一顶" 红"色帽子,你会搭配什么色系的饰品??1、红色 2、灰色 3、蓝色 4、绿色 5、黄色 6、紫色 7、咖啡色 8、黑色
六、用你的直觉排出下面你最喜欢的物品的顺序... 1.山 2.海 3.花 4.火车
七、想一想当你肚子有点饿,又不会太饿.而 你手边又有一堆录影带、港剧时,你会拿下列哪一样食物来活动唇齿??1、糕点、饼干类 2、披萨 3、炸鸡、汉堡、薯条 4、牛肉面、饭类
————————————————— 华丽的分割线——————————————————————
一、对爱情的看法及态度 生的蛋表示婚前、熟的蛋表示婚后
树上——表示眼光高而且很会挑 水中——表示爱情观是一切随缘 土中——表示爱情观滥情✔ 口袋——表示爱情观很专一✔
二、你会为什么原因而撒谎?以及你所撒的谎究竟伤人有多深?
1、用美妙的歌声 使人心醉 会为了讨人喜欢而撒谎,若以日行一善的精神来看, 很多事情你应该都会给予添油加醋,当然这并不算什么恶意的谎言,但如果谎言逐渐扩大的话,就容易在众人面前丢脸,即时你没有说谎,有很多事情也会因为过份 的夸大而让对方有所误解,所以,你对于任何事情都要谨言慎行。
2、模仿 对方恋人的声音 会以认真的态度说谎,是个撒谎高手.当然,这谎言不管是善意与否,在还没被揭穿之前,是很少人会因此而受伤的,之所以如此说,是因为一旦这个谎言被识破 时,就会让人遭受很重的的打击,而这也是这类撒谎高手的特征,正因为你是这类型的人,所以大家对你的印象会有股深怕被出卖的感觉,而这种感觉会越来越强, 所以,为了自己,即时只有千分之一被识破的可能,也绝对不可以撒这个谎.
3、散发迷人的树香 你不会利用谎言去伤人,可称得上是诚实的人,开门见山的说,你是个不善于说谎的人,只要你想说谎就会被别人看穿,也因此,你的名誉不会受损,反而会有很多人认为你很这样很可爱.✔
4、 利用飞翔在他周围的小鸟使者 有撒谎时喜欢找代罪羔羊的倾向,为了使谎言变得有说明力,你是否常使用“因为某某人说...”或是“从某某人那里听来的....”等语句呢?如此以来,当 谎言被识破时,那个人的信用也跟着完蛋了,所以当你在编造谎言时,这个责任应该由你一个人来承担,如果把别人也卷入你的谎言中,那就太令人难堪了.
5、什么都不做,只是静静等待好奇的人走过来 属于绝不撒谎,忠厚老实的人.最痛恨的就是欺骗别人,也正因如此,即时对方不想听的事实,你也毫不隐瞒的全盘托出,结果通常是伤人很深,在必要时,你也要 机灵的学会撒谎.
三、测量你的性格
1、从左 端开始切,一块一块的吃 最普遍的情况,这种人非常重视形式,喜欢一般认为合理及正常的事,有一种强加自己的生活方式或思想向别人推销的倾向.若是觉得自己想的说的正确无误,就很 难再去听取他人的意见.✔
2、从右端开始切,一块一块的吃 性格比较温顺,也是较易为对方着想的那一类人.一般认为,此类的人较易和他人亲近而打成一片,即时心里有什么不愉悦之处,也不会表现于外,通常都能和谐相 处.
3、 把全部切成小块后,再一块一 块的吃 自己想要的东西无法立刻得手时,就会急躁不安的类型.想要做的事情,不管遭受到多少反对也会一意孤行.另外,这一型人喜欢照顾、安慰别人,当他人有烦恼时 不会置之不理,而会伸出援手.对于人的喜恶会明显的表示出来不加掩饰.
4、从中央开始切,一块一块的吃 属于才干型的人,常会因考虑其个人本位之种种而较自私自利。若有什么想做的事则会毫不犹豫地去做,是座而言不如起而行的那一型人.比较善于社交,广结人 缘.
5、只切一小块吃 是一个道地的现典主义者.能使生活和自我相互调和,并且有社交性,和谁都可以说上几句话并应对自如.工作能顺利完成,关键在于能与他人通加合作,
6、吃法经常改变 性情易变,所以经常会无法适应人群,在工作或私生活上也是如此,常因无法与他人合得来而造人误解.
四、了解自己对什么角色比较看重
1、拇指——父母 2、食指——兄弟姐妹 ✔ 3、中指——自己 4、无名指——情人 5、小指——小孩
五、测试你的EQ并代表你的心情
1、红色 你有非常积极进取的个性,充满活力、朝气与热情,你对人生满怀希望,期待自己迈向成功的人生,你永远不在乎挫折,跌倒了会再站起来拍拍灰尘往目标前进
2、灰色 你很重视自己份内的工作,从来不会把工作推给别人, 无论多么的辛苦也希望自己完成,你的品位及做人做事原则与众不同,不过有时缺乏周详的考虑。
3、蓝色 你是个典型的实行家,善于参与你喜爱的活动而且确实采取行动,执行能力强,但不善于发号施令,要小心因参加太多活动而忽略了生活品质,使自己所爱的人离去.
4、绿色 你喜欢享受新奇的事物,对朋友来说,充满情感的你常有热心过度的现象,帮助别人之时,常常给人有好管闲事的印象而惹人生气,喜欢享受大自然生活,适合旅行✔
5、黄色 你喜欢过富丽堂皇的生活,注重面子,讲究排场,由于你的努力上进,成功与胜利的祝贺经常萦绕耳边,你对人生充满期待,采取乐观进去的态度。做事有魄力,能 够独当一面,只是缺乏规划能力,应当多听听幕僚的意见
6、紫色 你喜欢充满刺激、具有挑战性的生活.懂得把握自己的机会表现魅力,生活美满且多姿多彩,因为你是热情又好奇的人
7、咖啡色 你是个重视名誉和尊严的人,习惯在平淡的生活中求取进步,对人非常宽厚,从来不在乎周遭的朋友有什么过失,你只是安分守己的过生活,是个平凡可靠的人.
8、黑色 你的思考条理分明,非常具理性,乐于为人服务.有许多理想和梦想没有实现.你现在想认真完成一些工作来弥补未完成的梦想,有认真工作接受命运安排的性格.
六、你选择另一半的考量顺序
山——健康 3 海——内涵 2 花——外表 1 火车——性 4
七、测出你个性的特点
1、糕点、饼干类 你的个性天真、活泼、恬淡,又容易相处,且性情温和,乐于助人,是个标准的乐天派.✔
2、披萨 你具有艺术家的自傲性格,叛逆味道极重.最好收敛点你的自以为是.
3、炸鸡、汉堡、薯条 你是个标准的现代人,你讨厌孤单、害怕寂寞,感情脆弱的可以,一般而言你缺乏冲劲,
4、牛肉面、饭类 你有些愤世嫉俗,所以你对于与他人之间的礼貌往来,及社交活动,都显得不耐烦和排斥.
Girls aren`t complicated .
What i do or did or anything BAD that`s happening on me , he never really cares .
All he know is wanting care from me .
Telling me ohh , im having headache , shit ! didnt do well today .
What about me ?
I need the same thing as well as you !
I had fever . And yet , i stayed up late for you EVEN if i`m horribly tired or sick . Just to wait for you to text me , call me , talk and care about me .
But all i get is , the same old results from you .
I could even think of breaking up at times .
Or how we continue to live together in the future .
Zzzz
I know , he`s having exam week now and does not have time for me .
But at least , do listen to me , do care about me .
Sometimes i tell and talk sweet things to him .
However , the replies from him aren`t the same as mine .
That`s when i get hurt the most . Lol
All i need is comfort from you :'/
There`s 1 time i tagged him songs , status hoping to make him happy , laugh or even smile when he reads or watch them .
I don`t even know if he DID watch or read !
Not even a single comment from him.
I told him that i`ve slipped and fell on the floor today .
He didn`t even ask me what happened and whether if i`m okay .
*I fell and hit my butt and head . Dude ! I faint in house okay ?
It would really make me feel better by just asking me whether if i`m alright , take care of yourself next time .
And so , I tested him by ignoring him a bit .
As the results ? He ignored me too . Lol .
Even more than me .
Sometimes i really hate him .
I feel like throwing the present i "made" for him .Or even burn it . . Tear it ! </3
Hey ?
Girls are not complicated at all . If we are , that`s because we are naturally EMOTIONAL and SENSITIVE .
The only thing that the girls want from the guys is , want them to care more about us .
We love to love and love to care . We over analyze everything . We are full of insecurities .
And also it depends on what the girl has been through , we hold on to the past heart breaks .
We girls know what little things we care about and care about it for each other .
I know , guys are being more simpler and that`s why it's harder for them to understand why little things matter to us so fucking much .
How come girls understand guys but guys cant do it as easily as us ?
The BIGGEST mistake for some bunch of STUPID guys IS !
Not being caring .
We did not ignore or gets angry for no reasons .
If we get angry , that`s because THERE`S a REASON for us to get angry .
The only problem that guy don`t understand is because most girls wont fucking tell them what the heck is going on with them , getting mad for no reasons at their guy . I know about this .
BUT we DO have a reason . The reason is not having enough care from you .
You don`t just fucking ask us what the hell is going on with us .
You THINK and COMFORT us .
I don`t fucking need any presents/gifts from you or cash or whatever thing a guy usually buy for a girl .
CARING and LOVING me is ALL i NEED .
So damn simple . I wonder why guys could never understand this .
GAHH !
Forget about it ! What a jerk a guy can be .
Fuck ! For making me cry while typing this ! ! ! !
Sunday, 21 August 2011
自卑
我曾经是个很自卑的人 ，即时现在 ，自卑还常常在。
‘ 所谓自卑是指一个人严重缺乏自信，他们常常认为自己在某些方面或各个方面都不如别人，常用自己的短处和别人的长处相比，具体体现在遇事不相信自己的能 力，办起事来爱前思后想，总怕把事情办错被人讥笑，且缺乏毅力，遇到困难畏缩不前。说得直接一点，也就是自我评价过低，自己瞧不起自己。它是一种人格上的 缺陷，一种失去平衡的行为状态。自卑常以一种消极的防御的形式表现出来，如妒忌、猜疑、羞怯、孤僻、迁怒、自欺欺人、拒绝交朋结友、自暴自弃、回避竞争竞 赛、焦虑等。自卑使人变得十分敏感，经不起任何刺激。’
我发现自己很在意家庭没钱 ，穷。
每当他说了一些话 ，如只有哪些比较有钱的人 ，有能力去做或能够买到的东西时
我肯定是静了起来。
虽然他没有在乎这些问题 ， 可是因为自己曾经被朋友小看过 ，说我家很穷 ，
配不上和她们做朋友之类的 ，心里就从以前到现在都一直存着这样的思想。
他听见我沉默时 ，不尽地向我道歉 ，说我小气。 哈哈
想着想着 ，好像觉得自己配不上他。
很想让自己快快地做工 ，赚多多钱 ，这样他亲戚朋友就不会小看我了。
他朋友都是有钱人的孩子，
我听了都怕
很希望他们不是那种骄傲瞧不起人的有钱人
记得他说过 ，生日时 ，我一个人陪他就足够了
但是我知道最后还是有一大堆朋友会回来古晋陪他一起庆祝的
重点是我只认识Kelvin几个罢了
很怕耶
不懂为什么
礼物我准备了
很希望他会 珍惜已喜欢这个没钱人做的东西
也不懂他那群有钱的朋友看到我送他的礼物后 ，会怎么想
不要笑我
这可是诚意呢 !
和他在一起很开心
但是还是会自卑 :X
很辛苦
讨厌这种感觉
我不如A聪明，不如B睿智，不如C有才，不如D美貌如花 。我只是一个普通的女子 。
Dear, I don't care what they say about you, you could be a total disaster and I'd still love you.
They're jealous, they don't understand what we share. You're weird, you're odd, you're this, you're that...
So what?
I love it, and if they have a problem with it they can
fuck a duck for all I care.
They're all judgmental fuckers who don't believe in happiness
So let's just ignore them and live in once upon a time in love
How i wished he would say that to me . . .
我发现自己很在意家庭没钱 ，穷。
每当他说了一些话 ，如只有哪些比较有钱的人 ，有能力去做或能够买到的东西时
我肯定是静了起来。
虽然他没有在乎这些问题 ， 可是因为自己曾经被朋友小看过 ，说我家很穷 ，
配不上和她们做朋友之类的 ，心里就从以前到现在都一直存着这样的思想。
他听见我沉默时 ，不尽地向我道歉 ，说我小气。 哈哈
想着想着 ，好像觉得自己配不上他。
很想让自己快快地做工 ，赚多多钱 ，这样他亲戚朋友就不会小看我了。
他朋友都是有钱人的孩子，
我听了都怕
很希望他们不是那种骄傲瞧不起人的有钱人
记得他说过 ，生日时 ，我一个人陪他就足够了
但是我知道最后还是有一大堆朋友会回来古晋陪他一起庆祝的
重点是我只认识Kelvin几个罢了
很怕耶
不懂为什么
礼物我准备了
很希望他会 珍惜已喜欢这个没钱人做的东西
也不懂他那群有钱的朋友看到我送他的礼物后 ，会怎么想
不要笑我
这可是诚意呢 !
和他在一起很开心
但是还是会自卑 :X
很辛苦
讨厌这种感觉
我不如A聪明，不如B睿智，不如C有才，不如D美貌如花 。我只是一个普通的女子 。
Dear, I don't care what they say about you, you could be a total disaster and I'd still love you.They're jealous, they don't understand what we share. You're weird, you're odd, you're this, you're that...
So what?
I love it, and if they have a problem with it they can
fuck a duck for all I care.
They're all judgmental fuckers who don't believe in happiness
So let's just ignore them and live in once upon a time in love
How i wished he would say that to me . . .
Friday, 19 August 2011
Pichas in the car !
Having lots of fun today at Hilton Hotel .
Not doing the 18xxx thingy but went there to learn stuff .
Hehe . Don`t wanna talk much about it in here .
Here`s some pichas with Tiong Ying :D
Used her camera hahaha
Not doing the 18xxx thingy but went there to learn stuff .
Hehe . Don`t wanna talk much about it in here .
Here`s some pichas with Tiong Ying :D
Used her camera hahaha
Eww this pic ugly hahaha ! But never mind ~ Just post ma .
Me , Ivy and Ying at Hilton .
Me , Ivy and Ying at Hilton .
I was talking to her ! hahahaha !
My 2 rabbit tooth : B
Hey ! Wanna kiss her ah but duno why face like bulldog .
Kiss who ? ! Air har ? Haha my face so O.o
Flash ? I think it`s the sunlight hehe
Where am i starring ? No ? Not there . Where are you thinking ? !
THE LOOK ! *points*
I love this picture . Hehe Peace baby !
Nice ? My hair ruined it .
SCARY RIGHT ?! DID I SCARED YOU ?
Yes . I hide beside her so that i wont look fat hahahaha !
Haha ! Playing with her hair !
She high liao . Im still serious looking LOL !
ALRIGHT ! SMILEE !
WAIT ! My hair is messy lah !
OKAY PEACEEE ~
Ehh messy again xD
Hi , i`m Ai Shang , and i GOT the look . HAHA xD (No sorry T-T i`m trying to make myself more confident)
That`s all . Ahh lazy upload others liao .
Nights .
Tuesday, 16 August 2011
BOOYAAAAH !
Hey !
Since i`m bored staying at home , i decided to design my blog xD
Saw many people`s blog with many "patterns".
Hehe .
Thanks to BII zai !
I`ll start to design my blog by adding more interesting things in it .
Hmmm .
Nitey :D
Since i`m bored staying at home , i decided to design my blog xD
Saw many people`s blog with many "patterns".
Hehe .
Thanks to BII zai !
I`ll start to design my blog by adding more interesting things in it .
Hmmm .
Nitey :D
Sunday, 14 August 2011
该走哪个路 ?
妈妈说 ， 经济不是很好 ，可能给我去KL读美容
因为他 ，也在那边
但是我还是很担心
万一发生了什么事情
我一个人该怎么办才好呢？
最近发现了表格里的内容有点不太对
该去还是不去呢？
牙膏说对我说 ，他都不知道该不该让我中这台湾东西
说真的
我也不懂
肯定会很想家人和朋友的
当然他也是咯
他去KL离开我一两个星期罢了
我都想他想到快疯掉了
去了更远的地方
可不是疯了吗？
哈哈哈哈哈哈
很好笑
自己写的自己读了也那边笑
天啊！
除了美容
我觉得别的吸引不到我了
因为我有个 . . 不懂怎么称呼她啦 ， 就是也读这科
所以想赢她
我很记仇的
没赢她人我是不爽的 :X
唉
我的命运
会是怎样的呢？
Friday, 12 August 2011
妻子、情人、红颜知己的差别
妻子是一种约束，约束你不能随便和别的女人交往；
情人是一种补偿，补偿你想从妻子那得到却又无法得到的激情；
红颜知己就是一种点拨，点拨你心中的迷津...
妻子陪你过日子，情人陪你花钞票，红颜知己陪你聊聊天
妻子不能替代情人，因为她没有情人有情调；
情人不能代替妻子，因为她没有妻子的亲情；
妻子和情人都代替不了红颜知己，那是心灵的需要。
妻子是一个和你没有一点血缘关系的女人，却为你深夜不回家而牵肠挂肚；
情人是一个和你没有一点家庭关系的女人，却让你尝尽做男人滋味尽情消魂；
红颜知己是一个还没和你扯上关系的女人，却能分担你的快乐和忧愁。
妻子是一个家，是一个能给你浮躁的心带来安抚的港湾；
情人是家的累赘，只是不到万不得已你不想甩掉；
红颜知己是家的点缀，没有她你不会觉得寂寞，但你会觉得生活没意思。
妻子的关心像一杯白开水，有时会成为一种唠叨，只是在生病时才成为一种温馨；
情人的关心就像在白开水里加了一勺糖，慢慢地品上一个晚上还不满足；
红颜知己的关心就像工作到午夜喝一杯咖啡，越喝越提神。
妻子怀上你的孩子会深情地问你想要个男孩还是要个女孩；
情人怀上你的孩子会哭着来问你该怎么办怎么办啊？
对于红颜知己，你会把你的情人怀孕的消息告诉她，并问她你该怎么办。
至于妻子，你会在她发现你的情人肚子大了的秘密后才告诉她：
“其实，我早就想告诉你了。”然后拼命地向她解释，并作可怜状。
妻子回了娘家一个星期不回来你也不想，
情人三天不见你就给她打电话：上哪去了？今晚我们到老地方喝杯咖啡好吗？
心中有了苦闷，你最想找个红颜知己倾诉，告诉她你在妻子和情人之间疲于奔命，实在受不
最让男人受不了的是妻子的唠叨，情人的眼泪，红颜知己的误解。
妻子的唠叨使男人的心乱上加乱，
情人的眼泪让男人已硬的心变得酥软，
红颜知己的误解把男人的心由悬崖推进深谷。
最好的妻子，就是男人能从她身上找到情人和红颜知己两种相互交织的感觉，
只是这种感觉男人很难找到。
最好的情人是在你和她的关系被妻子发现而主动退出又不提任何要求，
只是情人很难做到这点。
最好的红颜知己是有一天她能成为情人，甚至妻子，
只是这种想法很难实现。
如果有可能，男人都在把红颜知己变成情人，
如果再有可能，再把她变成妻子。
只是变成妻子的红颜知己就不再是知己了，
因为很少有男人把自己的妻子当成知己的。
男人心中有好多秘密不能随便说给妻子听。
要不，那还叫男人吗？
娶一个妻子是为了怕别人说闲话，
找一个情人是为了给单调的生活加点味精，
交一个红颜知己是想给空虚的心灵浇点鸡汤。
男人一生都在寻找的不是一个妻子，也不是一个情人，
而是一个甚至更多的红颜知己。
结语
有些失去是注定的，有些缘分是永远不会有结果的，
爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有了一个人就一定要珍惜，
不要等到伤害的时候才去乞求原谅，不要等到失去的时候再去挽回。
如果我不小心流下一滴泪水，那是因为我不愿意忘记你是谁.........
情人是一种补偿，补偿你想从妻子那得到却又无法得到的激情；
红颜知己就是一种点拨，点拨你心中的迷津...
妻子陪你过日子，情人陪你花钞票，红颜知己陪你聊聊天
妻子不能替代情人，因为她没有情人有情调；
情人不能代替妻子，因为她没有妻子的亲情；
妻子和情人都代替不了红颜知己，那是心灵的需要。
妻子是一个和你没有一点血缘关系的女人，却为你深夜不回家而牵肠挂肚；
情人是一个和你没有一点家庭关系的女人，却让你尝尽做男人滋味尽情消魂；
红颜知己是一个还没和你扯上关系的女人，却能分担你的快乐和忧愁。
妻子是一个家，是一个能给你浮躁的心带来安抚的港湾；
情人是家的累赘，只是不到万不得已你不想甩掉；
红颜知己是家的点缀，没有她你不会觉得寂寞，但你会觉得生活没意思。
妻子的关心像一杯白开水，有时会成为一种唠叨，只是在生病时才成为一种温馨；
情人的关心就像在白开水里加了一勺糖，慢慢地品上一个晚上还不满足；
红颜知己的关心就像工作到午夜喝一杯咖啡，越喝越提神。
妻子怀上你的孩子会深情地问你想要个男孩还是要个女孩；
情人怀上你的孩子会哭着来问你该怎么办怎么办啊？
对于红颜知己，你会把你的情人怀孕的消息告诉她，并问她你该怎么办。
至于妻子，你会在她发现你的情人肚子大了的秘密后才告诉她：
“其实，我早就想告诉你了。”然后拼命地向她解释，并作可怜状。
妻子回了娘家一个星期不回来你也不想，
情人三天不见你就给她打电话：上哪去了？今晚我们到老地方喝杯咖啡好吗？
心中有了苦闷，你最想找个红颜知己倾诉，告诉她你在妻子和情人之间疲于奔命，实在受不
最让男人受不了的是妻子的唠叨，情人的眼泪，红颜知己的误解。
妻子的唠叨使男人的心乱上加乱，
情人的眼泪让男人已硬的心变得酥软，
红颜知己的误解把男人的心由悬崖推进深谷。
最好的妻子，就是男人能从她身上找到情人和红颜知己两种相互交织的感觉，
只是这种感觉男人很难找到。
最好的情人是在你和她的关系被妻子发现而主动退出又不提任何要求，
只是情人很难做到这点。
最好的红颜知己是有一天她能成为情人，甚至妻子，
只是这种想法很难实现。
如果有可能，男人都在把红颜知己变成情人，
如果再有可能，再把她变成妻子。
只是变成妻子的红颜知己就不再是知己了，
因为很少有男人把自己的妻子当成知己的。
男人心中有好多秘密不能随便说给妻子听。
要不，那还叫男人吗？
娶一个妻子是为了怕别人说闲话，
找一个情人是为了给单调的生活加点味精，
交一个红颜知己是想给空虚的心灵浇点鸡汤。
男人一生都在寻找的不是一个妻子，也不是一个情人，
而是一个甚至更多的红颜知己。
结语
有些失去是注定的，有些缘分是永远不会有结果的，
爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有了一个人就一定要珍惜，
不要等到伤害的时候才去乞求原谅，不要等到失去的时候再去挽回。
如果我不小心流下一滴泪水，那是因为我不愿意忘记你是谁.........
Thursday, 11 August 2011
容忍是一种修养
俗话说：忍得一时气，免得百日灾。但是，仅把这种痛苦的感觉抑制住，不使其表现出来的“忍耐”是不够的，还须佐以“不计较”和“不追究”的宽容。
忍耐往往意味着掩藏和积累。别人侵犯了我，我把怒气掩藏和积累起来不发作，一次两次罢了，积累多了，一旦发作起来，就会像洪水决了堤一般不可阻挡。而容忍则不同，容忍意味着随时化解委屈和不愉快，不让郁闷存在心中。这样，才真正体现出容忍的价值。
其实，容忍是一种修养。
对长辈容忍则孝。父母、长辈出现过失，必须容忍。要婉言规劝并始终充满诚意，想一想他们年纪大了，脾气也大了，只是一时转不过弯来罢了。因此，容忍而悦，乃侍奉父母、尊敬长辈的一个传心口诀，是为孝。
夫妻间容忍则和。人的一生，漫漫几十年，能携手共同走完人生旅程的只能是夫妻。为此，对夫妻间的缘分应特别珍惜，夫妻整日相处，不可能没有矛盾。假如多一 点容忍，多站在对方的角度去思考问题，想一想这不过是对方的一时急躁罢了，自己多容忍一点，何必与之争个高下呢？不争便没有吵，不吵便是和，家和万事兴。
对朋友容忍则善。人上一百，形形色色。和朋友、同事、上下级相处，容忍就是只取他的长处，不计较他的短处。如果遇到刚强、耿直的人，需要原谅他的几多粗暴；遇到才智超群的人，需要宽容他的几分狂妄；遇到老老实实的人，需要体谅他的些许呆板。凡事多容忍，善莫大焉。
对年轻者容忍则美。我们知道，人的成长都有一个过程。比自己年幼的人，大多没有自己生活阅历丰富，因而过失难免。年幼者生活上不懂人情世故，乃至不尊重自 己，要心平气和，要这样想———那是因为他们人年轻，阅历太少，所以才会这样，等他们再大一点，更多地领悟到生活的甘苦，就不会这样了。在这里，容忍是一 种人性的完美。
因此，我们不但要学会容忍，更要善于容忍。
忍耐往往意味着掩藏和积累。别人侵犯了我，我把怒气掩藏和积累起来不发作，一次两次罢了，积累多了，一旦发作起来，就会像洪水决了堤一般不可阻挡。而容忍则不同，容忍意味着随时化解委屈和不愉快，不让郁闷存在心中。这样，才真正体现出容忍的价值。
其实，容忍是一种修养。
对长辈容忍则孝。父母、长辈出现过失，必须容忍。要婉言规劝并始终充满诚意，想一想他们年纪大了，脾气也大了，只是一时转不过弯来罢了。因此，容忍而悦，乃侍奉父母、尊敬长辈的一个传心口诀，是为孝。
夫妻间容忍则和。人的一生，漫漫几十年，能携手共同走完人生旅程的只能是夫妻。为此，对夫妻间的缘分应特别珍惜，夫妻整日相处，不可能没有矛盾。假如多一 点容忍，多站在对方的角度去思考问题，想一想这不过是对方的一时急躁罢了，自己多容忍一点，何必与之争个高下呢？不争便没有吵，不吵便是和，家和万事兴。
对朋友容忍则善。人上一百，形形色色。和朋友、同事、上下级相处，容忍就是只取他的长处，不计较他的短处。如果遇到刚强、耿直的人，需要原谅他的几多粗暴；遇到才智超群的人，需要宽容他的几分狂妄；遇到老老实实的人，需要体谅他的些许呆板。凡事多容忍，善莫大焉。
对年轻者容忍则美。我们知道，人的成长都有一个过程。比自己年幼的人，大多没有自己生活阅历丰富，因而过失难免。年幼者生活上不懂人情世故，乃至不尊重自 己，要心平气和，要这样想———那是因为他们人年轻，阅历太少，所以才会这样，等他们再大一点，更多地领悟到生活的甘苦，就不会这样了。在这里，容忍是一 种人性的完美。
因此，我们不但要学会容忍，更要善于容忍。
Toothpaste ! 请容忍我 , 我也会容忍你的 xD
i`m just being an asshole =/
He`s being tired , stressed out cause he has been studying for whole day , everyday since he went back to KL .
As for me .
I`m same loh . Staying at home everyday , watching movies , helping mum to cook and doing my thing .
Sick of it .
I need a job but job doesnt wants me =/
I felt like i`m some kind of useless girl doing nothing , spending times at home sleeping , playing games . .
Where he`s working hard studying there , discussing how to do this and that , doing past year papers .
Sorry ma , i know you had no time for me .
Less sms , less talk .
Even if we talked on phone , your head is still thinking about books .
Boo . . .
Stress ma ? Definitely , i know .
Sorry for making you mad today , emo baaa . .
You`re so tired and yet i still act emo , don`t wanna talk to you or text you :X
I`m such a bad girlfriend , am i ? =/
I`ve almost finished doing " my thing " .
Hoping that you`ll like it when you receive it .
____________________________________________________________________________
Say , what in the world is going on here ?
Why is people around me ignoring me huh ?
Fuck it =/
I hate it when i think about it .
Haiyaaaaa .
Taiwan ahh owh Taiwan . .
Please allow me to go there by next year .
At least i got things to do when i reach there .
Better than staying here at home like a useless human being .
Lol . I`m not even sure whether Toothpaste`s parents like me or not .
I`m not well educated like him .
I`m going to take makeup course than taking courses like Business / Quantity Survey ?
Will they look down on me or something ?
BOOO !
Enough . hahahaaaaaaaa
Nights .
As for me .
I`m same loh . Staying at home everyday , watching movies , helping mum to cook and doing my thing .
Sick of it .
I need a job but job doesnt wants me =/
I felt like i`m some kind of useless girl doing nothing , spending times at home sleeping , playing games . .
Where he`s working hard studying there , discussing how to do this and that , doing past year papers .
Sorry ma , i know you had no time for me .
Less sms , less talk .
Even if we talked on phone , your head is still thinking about books .
Boo . . .
Stress ma ? Definitely , i know .
Sorry for making you mad today , emo baaa . .
You`re so tired and yet i still act emo , don`t wanna talk to you or text you :X
I`m such a bad girlfriend , am i ? =/
I`ve almost finished doing " my thing " .
Hoping that you`ll like it when you receive it .
____________________________________________________________________________
Say , what in the world is going on here ?
Why is people around me ignoring me huh ?
Fuck it =/
I hate it when i think about it .
Haiyaaaaa .
Taiwan ahh owh Taiwan . .
Please allow me to go there by next year .
At least i got things to do when i reach there .
Better than staying here at home like a useless human being .
Lol . I`m not even sure whether Toothpaste`s parents like me or not .
I`m not well educated like him .
I`m going to take makeup course than taking courses like Business / Quantity Survey ?
Will they look down on me or something ?
BOOO !
Enough . hahahaaaaaaaa
Nights .
Tuesday, 9 August 2011
Boring Life Everyday !
Yes , its me the old lady speaking here again .
God dammit my life so freakingly bored without friends around me .
And of course , him duhhh .
He`s having exams soon .
I can barely talk or text him lah .
Got lah but then haiyooooo dun dare to talk too much with him also .
I`m busy doing my thing .
If you`re close to me , you might know what im doing xD
Wellllllllll ! It`s a secret .
Don`t think it`s safe if i posted something about what i`m doing up here .
Because . .
SomeBODY is viewing my blog .
HAHAHAHA !
BLAH ! Boring !
Don`t even know what i`m typing in here .
He`s working hard there in KL .
While i`m relaxing here in Kuching .
Sien .
Miss him though .
Boo .
God dammit my life so freakingly bored without friends around me .
And of course , him duhhh .
He`s having exams soon .
I can barely talk or text him lah .
Got lah but then haiyooooo dun dare to talk too much with him also .
I`m busy doing my thing .
If you`re close to me , you might know what im doing xD
Wellllllllll ! It`s a secret .
Don`t think it`s safe if i posted something about what i`m doing up here .
Because . .
SomeBODY is viewing my blog .
HAHAHAHA !
BLAH ! Boring !
Don`t even know what i`m typing in here .
He`s working hard there in KL .
While i`m relaxing here in Kuching .
Sien .
Miss him though .
Boo .
Monday, 8 August 2011
Quiz !
i`ve been playing quizzes these days .
so fun :D
i like personality quiz :D
since i do not know what to post in my blog , i`ll just copy and post some of the results of the quiz .
it`s pretty accurate . ahahhaaaaaa
You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.
You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.
You are very feminine. Although you are very shy at times, you are strong and sometimes stubborn. It is always nice to hug you. You are rarely away from your sweetheart.
When communicating with the one you like, you think you know him/her, but sometimes you're not sure.
You don't want your parents to interfere with what you are doing.
so fun :D
i like personality quiz :D
since i do not know what to post in my blog , i`ll just copy and post some of the results of the quiz .
it`s pretty accurate . ahahhaaaaaa
You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.
You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.
You are very feminine. Although you are very shy at times, you are strong and sometimes stubborn. It is always nice to hug you. You are rarely away from your sweetheart.
When communicating with the one you like, you think you know him/her, but sometimes you're not sure.
You don't want your parents to interfere with what you are doing.
- Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
- You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
- Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.
- You love freedom and don't want to get tied down.
- You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.
Friday, 5 August 2011
Lessons .
Best lessons i've learned :
i've learned
people are with u only when they need u not otherwise
i've learned
extra care of anyone by u will ultimately bring a problem for u not appreciation
i've learned
a simple lie of ur close 1 can break u more den anything
i've learned
it is very hard to weep alone when there is no shoulder to support u
i've learned
love people only when if u can do it without expecting anything from them
ultimately
i've learned
to choose a friend who understands u more then urself , a friend who will never betray u , a friend who will stand with u till the end , a friend who will not break promises , a friend who will not abandon u , a friend who will always remember u .
and i`ve found some of them :D
i've learned
people are with u only when they need u not otherwise
i've learned
extra care of anyone by u will ultimately bring a problem for u not appreciation
i've learned
a simple lie of ur close 1 can break u more den anything
i've learned
it is very hard to weep alone when there is no shoulder to support u
i've learned
love people only when if u can do it without expecting anything from them
ultimately
i've learned
to choose a friend who understands u more then urself , a friend who will never betray u , a friend who will stand with u till the end , a friend who will not break promises , a friend who will not abandon u , a friend who will always remember u .
and i`ve found some of them :D
Monday, 1 August 2011
朋友
我发觉到我选的朋友 ， 都不喜欢我
反而我不感到很兴趣的朋友 ，对我很好
是不是我自己有问题 ？
Angeline 她们也是这样讨厌我
算了啦
或许是我前世的报应吧 ？
对朋友不好
然后轮回我了
虽然我的确是有一位好友 ，Adrian .
但是女的还是跟女的比较好吧 ？
T-T
aiya sien ah emo ahhhhhh
Tarzan going back to kl liao .
Ying got her own friends in HELP university .
Lon them got their own job and activities .
Adrian idk ><
Ah bii them work loh . .
All like that loh sien ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh T.T
反而我不感到很兴趣的朋友 ，对我很好
是不是我自己有问题 ？
Angeline 她们也是这样讨厌我
算了啦
或许是我前世的报应吧 ？
对朋友不好
然后轮回我了
虽然我的确是有一位好友 ，Adrian .
但是女的还是跟女的比较好吧 ？
T-T
aiya sien ah emo ahhhhhh
Tarzan going back to kl liao .
Ying got her own friends in HELP university .
Lon them got their own job and activities .
Adrian idk ><
Ah bii them work loh . .
All like that loh sien ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh T.T
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Fuck .
What happened to her anyway ?
Texted her for days still didnt reply me .
I don`t even know what happened also .
Sien .
Everyone like this .
Bek cek !
What happened to her anyway ?
Texted her for days still didnt reply me .
I don`t even know what happened also .
Sien .
Everyone like this .
Bek cek !
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