愛久見人心

The fear really hits you. That's what you feel first. And then it's the anger and frustration. Part of the problem is how little we understand about the ultimate betrayal of the body when it rebels against itself.
Charles Bronson

Love this quote . It actually speaks out what i have gone through and how i felt .
Its been a few years time since the betrayal of hers started .
After my form5 , SPM .
Till now , i couldnt manage to forget about it . How it hurts to know the truth when your very best friend badmouthed about you to your other best girl friends who used to stick together a lot . And your primary school friend actually believed in what she said .
Get mad at me for not knowing the truth .
Scolded me poop for not knowing how hurt i can be .

Not just once , but twice .
Even here in Taiwan .

Am mad cause 1 of the girl worked with my friends , in the same shop , and they became closer .
Out together , work together all those .
And they began to left me out .

I bought a present for my friend , a guy who always pick me up to yamcha .
I guess , after giving him the present , I wont be joining them in their new groups of friends so often anymore .
Will be quitting soon ? I dont wanna mess around with that girl and her friends .
Its killing me to see them being so nice altogether .
Fuck it .


Posted a status in fb , many people commented , cheering me up .
Thanks LOL !
Facebook really (Y)
I`m feeling much more better .
Pray to lord , hoping a better day would come .
New groups of nice besties i will have .
No betrayal , no lies , no badmouth .
Just loyalty and trust .

Hope for the best .

Woots <3